When I was young, I did like a fairy costume my grandmother Antoinette did for me. There were a pointed hat with a long white veil, a long dress in a beautiful blue-grey satin with some pieces of silver garland sewed all over to make it bright. I really thought I was a fairy, someone who got a magic power thanks to my magic wand. I really loved that!
Many decades later, when I remind of all these old game plays with my sister (her favourite costume was a cow-boy’s one, so our plays were very funny, you can believe me!), I feel very happy inside. I’ve had the chance to get a sister to share my childhood with, my bedroom, the Sunday Mass where we were bored so well, the tv series Zorro, our snacks on the kitchen table, and the same opinion about school: time lost and bad kids around.
How did make we were so happy? I guess my magic wand had a big role to play in our childhood. But I’m deeply convinced too, that we were very applied to make each day a magical one. Like millions of kids, smiling and laughing were a usual way of life, so everything was supposed to add a touch of joy each day the Good Lord was bringing.
What has changed since when?
Sometimes I feel so disappointed about the change, so surprised about my lack of reaction against it, that I’m sad: what kind of teen I was to let my childhood go away without take a glance even? Why didn’t I do something to fight against it? To catch up it? Why things turned so bad as looking back one day, I noticed I’ve lost my magic wand for a while, and my kid’s happiness with it?
Many times later, I’ve forgiven to this teen I’ve been, so to this woman I’ve become. No matter that it happened like that, no matter my fairy costume doesn’t fit me anymore, no matter for my magic wand: I’ve got my inner power which drives me where and when I decide to go to by myself. I just need to ask my angels, my guides or some high spirits to help me, so they do it. They put on my life so much magic, so much love and happiness again, that sometimes I wonder why I didn’t do it before.
Maybe you need time to grow, to go further in life. Step by step, you win a victory, then another one ; the gain is always made to teach you more about your experience on Earth, to allow you to get an action, to make you understand you must spread love around you.
Then the whole world will open to you. Believe in that. Be confident and keep smiling at your life. Be a fairy in everything you do through a day, a week, a month, a year. During the short time of life, you can be a fairy, the ground part of your divine soul, and add magic on your inner power.
What are you waiting for to start? Move on!
With love,
Jane